Sunday, April 13, 2008

A Fatigue Weekend

Saturday...

Still have loads of work to be finished, told myself that I wouldn't mind staying in office for a bit more just so I can finish my work. I didn't.

Reached home, saw Mom for a bit, took my shower, did what I was supposed to do, and BAM! I slammed my head flat on the pillow, with body, so tired and weak. I managed to recharge myself til' late afternoon. It wasn't as bad as other days when I failed to wake up before 3 p.m. I stretched my sleep through the "precious" day til' 5 p.m. Without fail!! Everytime I woke up, I would mumble to myself about the loss time I've planned for my lunch, my jog on the treadmill, my date with Mr. TV. But can I be blamed? Like all working people, I get tired too!

Dear Mom interrupted my sleep halfway. She asked if I wanted to join the family to Pavillion for breakfast and some shopping. I declined her kind invitation, shook my head, not even listening right to what she was saying. Her words only make sense later when they came back home and told me. And the "best!" part, my Dad got my sister a new high-heel pumps!!!! And it is Gorgeous! Shoot!! If only I knew...(I wouldn't mind sleeping through the journey as long as I get a new shoes too :( hmm...). Nevermind, just not my luck.

Had a scrumptious dinner at a Seafood restaurant in Shah Alam. I pushed the bowl of rice away, only eating the side dishes. Bear in mind that I had a "heavy-calorie" of burger from Carl's Jr. for my "supposed-to-be-lunch" in the evening. Promised myself to lose those calories later at night, but I didn't keep to that promise.

(Notice I am being "obsessed" with "weight-losing" and exercising?? I am!!! Well, obsessed? Not quite. But determine? Most definitely! Hey, I'm a girl, single, and young. It's a normal thing, y' know!!) Ok ok. I can have other better "mission" besides this, but it keeps me healthy and fit.

Tried my best again to sleep early like everyone, but I just couldn't. Didn't stress myself up by getting upset, so I watched the movie, "P.S. I Love You". Loved it!! I ended up retiring myself to bed at 5 a.m.

Ahh...Sunday!

It seems to be my only weekend. But still, it's swamped with weekly routine activities. Since my bedtime hours are now a total opposite as the way it was before, I can't keep my eyes open this afternoon when I was on the way to dance class (hoped that my sister would slap or smack me in the head to keep me awake). Grabbed ourselves a drink at Coffee Bean, assuming that it would boost my energy level up. But nahh, didn't help much. In class, tried my best to keep up the pace with the new steps and fellow dance mates. I puffed for air desperately.

I've realized that I've gained a few weight ever since I started working, so I increased my usual jog on the treadmill period to almost an hour. Once done, I was soaked with sweat.

Searching for the right song to dance to for my dance exam in June. It's not a fast beat song, but not a slow one either. Changed, set and played the song in a faster speed, and I've finally found the right fast speed for the dance steps. Woo~hoo! I hope my dance teacher can consent to the song.

Anyways, I am listening to a song called "The Guy Who Said Goodbye To You Is Out Of His Mind", sang by Griffin House. A lovely song, with the right words.

The Lyrics:
Come on

You don't need to change
A thing about you, babe
I'm telling you from where I sit
You're one of a kind

Relationships I don't know why
They never work out and they make you cry
But the guy that says goodbye to you
Is out of his mind

Well, I've been down and I need your help
I've been feelin' sorry for myself
Don't hesitate to boost my confidence

Well, I've been lost and I need direction
I could use a little love protection
What do you say, honey? Come to my defense

I stand up for you if it's what you need
And I can take a punch, I don't mind to bleed
As long as afterwards you feel bad for me

And you give me all of your attention
I've got deep desire and it needs quenching
I think that's pretty lame for you to see

Well, enough about me and more about you
Because that'd be the gentlemanly thing to do
I hope you like your men sweet and polite

I thought I was done with telling you
But I ain't nearly halfway through
I've got a few more things
I'd like to say to you tonight
Get ready

You don't need to change
A thing about you, babe
I'm telling you from where I sit
You're one of a kind

Relationships I don't know why
They never work out and they make you cry
But the guy that says goodbye to you
Is out of his mind, mind

You always did kinda drive me crazy
And it **** me off 'cause I let it phase me
But I never wanted my time with you to end

Now I'm back in town for a day or two
Well, mostly I came back just to see you
And even now but I don't want to go

You don't need to change
A thing about you, babe
I'm telling you from where I sit
You're one of a kind

Relationships I don't know why
They never work out, they make you cry
But the guy that says goodbye to you
Is out of his mind

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